I hate it when I have days where I just feel as if I am barely functioning. This morning I really struggled to get out of bed. I am sure the time change helped with that...but it was not that so much as it was that I could not seem to break free from that dreamstate. I kept waking and dozing and waking and dozing. Each time, I slipped back into the same dream...moving forward...but the same basic dream. It was one of those rather realistic dreams, too. There was just enough surrealism to make it clear that it was a dream.
Today has been one of those days when I really feel the effects of the abuse I survived. I find myself feeling rather confused. It is difficult to concentrate. Yet, I am managing to get the essentials done. Somehow, even when I struggle to function, the Holy Spirit gets me through. He gives me what I need to make it through the day. Yay!
Survivorship Notes for September/October
https://survivorship.org/notes-and-journal/
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Articles in this issue include: Organised ritual abuse and its wider
context: Degradation, deception and disavowal A research review and
analysis by Dr El...
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