I don't sign my name on my posts. There is a reason for that. Who I am is not as important as the message I bring. There was a time when I did not let anyone know who I really was...even on survivor forums...for safety reasons. As I share more of my history, it will become more clear as to why that has been a concern.
But lately, things have been changing for me...inside. I believe Yahweh is calling me to be more open. That is one reason I started this public blog. Yet, I do not put it on the blogger list. You will not find it in a google search; but I do appreciate anyone who puts the link on their page. There are ways to get here, obviously, since you are reading this! **smile** Whoever is supposed to read this blog...will! **GRIN**
I realize that the more open I am about my history and my life thoughts, the greater the likelihood that someone who knows me may suddenly think "Oh my gosh...I think I recognize who this is! Why I even talk to her and see her in person!" Or, "Wow! I recognize her writing. I know her from a forum!" Of course, I have invited a lot of my forum friends to come and read anyway, so they DO have an idea of who I am.
This blog is not really about who I am, though, but more about what Yahweh/God has done in my life. I would not be alive today. I would not be functioning even as well as I do...if it were not for Him. He has protected me in ways that are just amazing to me. I have survived generational cult abuse. And yes, I realize that the more I share, the more there is a likelihood that someone who is active in the cult might figure out who I am. But I figure, the group already knows where I am anyway. I have tangled with cult active therapists, both online and offline. It was very hard to deal with...but you know what? I am STILL standing!!!
Yahweh is my God. He is my protector. He is bigger than they ever could hope be. I will obey Him and write here and trust Him to take care of me and of those I love. Nothing happens by accident. I will trust Him to walk me through whatever comes down the road.
But lately, things have been changing for me...inside. I believe Yahweh is calling me to be more open. That is one reason I started this public blog. Yet, I do not put it on the blogger list. You will not find it in a google search; but I do appreciate anyone who puts the link on their page. There are ways to get here, obviously, since you are reading this! **smile** Whoever is supposed to read this blog...will! **GRIN**
I realize that the more open I am about my history and my life thoughts, the greater the likelihood that someone who knows me may suddenly think "Oh my gosh...I think I recognize who this is! Why I even talk to her and see her in person!" Or, "Wow! I recognize her writing. I know her from a forum!" Of course, I have invited a lot of my forum friends to come and read anyway, so they DO have an idea of who I am.
This blog is not really about who I am, though, but more about what Yahweh/God has done in my life. I would not be alive today. I would not be functioning even as well as I do...if it were not for Him. He has protected me in ways that are just amazing to me. I have survived generational cult abuse. And yes, I realize that the more I share, the more there is a likelihood that someone who is active in the cult might figure out who I am. But I figure, the group already knows where I am anyway. I have tangled with cult active therapists, both online and offline. It was very hard to deal with...but you know what? I am STILL standing!!!
Yahweh is my God. He is my protector. He is bigger than they ever could hope be. I will obey Him and write here and trust Him to take care of me and of those I love. Nothing happens by accident. I will trust Him to walk me through whatever comes down the road.
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