Catching Up

I have not written here for a bit because I have been very busy. Part of that busyness has involved struggling. My family of origin apparently thinks it is time for me to contact them. Actually, I wish it were really so. However, it is not.

The time to contact them will come when they are able to face their stuff and work on their healing. It will come when they are able to break free from the group. That may never happen, although I truly hope that it does. I know that they were victimized just as they victimized others. I would really like to see them free. I would like to see all cult members free and healed.

So, I have spent some days dealing with my PTSD. I have spent some days struggling to function and deal with all the things on my plate. It is a one foot in front of the other time for me. It is a one day at a time or even one moment at a time season for me. I hope it is a very short season.